My heart is still pounding. I let the girls out to pottie and I look up and Katey goes shooting across the road and into the neighbor's yard. I was over there almost as quick but by the time I had gotten there she had sniffed Pepper's butt and was looking up at Coleen wanting to say hello to the dog she was holding. Coleen calmly put her hand down and grabbed Katey's collar and she let her and sat down. She then let me lead her home, w/o getting all excited. I know she was thinking "I'm in trouble, I'm in trouble, here comes the muzzle, I'm in big trouble." I got her hooked up and she squatted and peed. The whole time Tracey's barking her fool head off wanting in on the action. It was harder to calm Tracey down than Katey. Katey actually acted like a good girl, I'm so surprised!!!

Okay. My heart is slowing down a little now.

I'm trying to stay up until the clinic opens at 9:00. I need to call in some scripts and make appointments for me and Jeremy. Jeremy for a follow-up on his ER / Acute visit. Me b/c the nerves in my left arm are bothering me. Most of the time the palm of my hand is semi-numb, and feels spongy. Even as I type this I'm noticing that I'm having trouble typing with my fourth & fifth finger. I hope they don't think that I'm having heart trouble b/c I'm having trouble with my left arm. Just my luck they'll hook me up to machines and say that now I've got to stay over.

Okay, nothing else to write, I'm going to go play with my farms on Farm Ville.

Friday we went to Jeremy's doctor appointment and the nurse took his vitals, the doc came in and sent him over to the ER. ER kept him for a few hours waiting for test results then sent him over to Acute and he stayed the night.

I did not like having him there. It's one thing to have him sleeping upstairs while I'm downstairs or me sleeping upstairs and him downstairs AND a completely different thing having him not here at all.

I got a good taste of what it would be like if he actually did die AND I REALLY DON'T LIKE IT! It's good incentive to keep on the diet plan that we've started the other day.

The animals didn't like it either. Begherra kept looking out the window for him and Katie went from room to room looking for him.

And I realized something today. Begherra came to see if I was a 'bergular' today. He didn't do that when Jeremy wasn't here. It's part of his way of protecting Jeremy.

It's funny how the animals all have their different ways of taking care of him. Sweet Pea snuggles with him. Tracey sits with him when he's on the toilet and gives him kisses. Katey pretty much ignores him unless his sugar is off and she pesters him then. Begherra protects him from 'bergulars' and Nermal just plain ignores him completely unless she's cold and wants to snuggle to get warm.

Okay, I'm off to bed. Time to snuggle and get some good shut eye before someone has out to "oot and aboot" or I need to make something eat for Jeremy.